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[arachne8x]

I am playing hooky. Bad girl I know. I went out last night with some friends and just don't want to work today. I am waiting for the great epiphany to strike to tell me where to go next with my research. So instead of doing something fun like going outside and doing something i am inside talking to people online. i am not even writing up the char background that i have in my head, i am just sitting around. Walking anywhere seems like too much effort. I am in a horrible malaise and wish i could get out of it. But its not going to happen under my own steam right now. I am really frustrated that my project isn't going better. I wish I had more done. And I wish I could make up for all that right now. But I am exhausted and can't think straight about it anymore.
I hope i can get myself to leave the apt today.