Sigh.... motivation is a rare commodity right now. With trying to plan for the rents visit, and getting my stuff to my new apt. and choosing furniture... sigh. I hate furniture shopping. Hate it, hate it, hate it. I hate thinking about stains and wood etc. Hate going to furniture stores. Hate making these sorts of decisions. I am really the kind of person who needs an interior decorator. I need a logistics coordinator. I hate purchasing things and deciding how much I need etc. I really hate trying to think of the best place to get the best price. I am also trying to decide if I want a new cell phone plan or not. Looking at all those websites makes me kinda dizzy. I need a flunky to do this stuff for me.
I have been feeling very girly lately. I have been wearing lots of skirts (time to do laundry) and more makeup than usual. And then there are the rhinestones on my toes that mom decided I "needed." Ok they sre cute... but are they me? Sometimes the trappings of ladyness seem to suit me. Other times I feel like I am playing dressup. Ah well.
Roomie seems sad that I am moving out. We have a date to watch a movie at home tonight. I also have to try to get my room to the point that my parents can help me move. Also need to decide what I need at home for the time being.
BLah.
I need another week vacation. Ok I know no one feels sorry for me but I need a few days of just reading and moping around by myself. Doesn't look like I am going to get that anytime soon.
On the plus side I actually got something written for the thesis. About a page and a half. Have about nine left to go but I guess that is a good start.
I have been feeling very girly lately. I have been wearing lots of skirts (time to do laundry) and more makeup than usual. And then there are the rhinestones on my toes that mom decided I "needed." Ok they sre cute... but are they me? Sometimes the trappings of ladyness seem to suit me. Other times I feel like I am playing dressup. Ah well.
Roomie seems sad that I am moving out. We have a date to watch a movie at home tonight. I also have to try to get my room to the point that my parents can help me move. Also need to decide what I need at home for the time being.
BLah.
I need another week vacation. Ok I know no one feels sorry for me but I need a few days of just reading and moping around by myself. Doesn't look like I am going to get that anytime soon.
On the plus side I actually got something written for the thesis. About a page and a half. Have about nine left to go but I guess that is a good start.