I hate my life

So now it isn't even worth my advisor's while to talk to me. He gives my paper to his postdoc and tells him to speak with me. Now they act like I was going to ignore the equations and never explain them. Fuck that. I was showing them a rough idea of what my thesis was going to be about... I didn't mean for that to be all of it. I wanted some guidance as to what else I needed to talk about.

but of course he can't give me that.

ARRRGGGHHH !!!!!! what an asshole.