stuff... sniffle

Ok I was going to have my next post be about cancun but I am only up to day three in writing about it. Suffice it to say that the I know that I am hard to numb but fuck show some compassion. She didn't even wait for the later shots to take effect. And of course I had to be all macho and just sit there in tons of pain. Sigh, must get rid of these tendencies... my god was I miserable. I am surprised I didn't bite her "accidentally" since I was wincing and grabbing the chair with all my might in pain. Last time it took 7 shots of Novocaine though and I was numb for five hours. Ugh. Of course the two fillings are on opposite sides of the bottom so I can't chew anything without pain.

And of course I have my period. Lovely, for the first time in over a year. I had forgotten how "great" it is to be in so much pain. Welcome to taking at least 4 advil at a time again. God I am glad that I usually skip them.

And as frosting... a sucky sucky cold. Yup in one day I went from ok to miserable. Only good thing is I am spoiled and dad went out at 10 last night to get me thera flu which is wonderful because sudafed a good thing as not cutting it. I dont think I would have been able to sleep at all otherwise because of the congestion. I hope this passes quickly.

So I had advil, vioxx and sudafed coursing through my veins (No worries I called the pharmacy and talked to a pharmacist before mixing this cocktail its totally safe) fun fun fun.

But at the very least I guess I can be glad this didn't happen during cancun.

Christmas at home was nice. I got $1000 from my folks to help me replace the laptop. Sometimes it is great to be a spoiled only child with overprotective parents. Although we are still arguing over what type of laptop to get... I want another IBM.

And best of all news my best female friend from home is engaged. I found out yesterday. I can't believe it. A year ago she wasn't sure she would ever want to get married and now after 10 months of bliss she is going for it with a guy I don't know well but think is fabulous. However since she is leaving for grad school in montana very soon and he is staying here at least for the time being there are no serious plans. I hope they can manage the long distance. Yay frequent flyer miles.

I am so excited for her. I was just saying day before yesterday that I thopught she would be the first of us to get married, us being my four best girl friends from highschool we still have a great friendship. Thank god we made the no taffeta bridesmaid dress pact long ago. We are trying to convince them to elope to New Orleans and let us witness. They will probably elope when they get married.

I am excited for her but its a little scary too how quickly a life can change. Six months ago I had no idea I would be getting a boyfriend and now he is such a part of my life that I am noticing that he is always a part of my stories. No worries... no walking down the aisle fantasies yet. I think I will need a while before I could even think about that. At this point I think it rash to assume we will be together come may. Not because we are fighting or having problems at all, but because things change, people change and I am a cynic who has been hurt once too often. But , I must admit I am really falling in love. I don't know what I would do without him, I know a breakup would crush me for a while. I am sure I would be fine with time, but he is in my heart, and what we have together is really kind of magical. It was so nice to vacation together. It gave us a chance to really relax, and my god were we happy. i felt like the most beautiful creature in the world on our trip although of course we were surrounded by bleached blond bimbos (no roomie you are not a bimbo so don't take offense) with great bodies. I still felt like the prettiest girl there and I was so glad to have him with me, to share these experiences, and to have him alone without cellphones or email or bills or thesis woes.

thesis btw is still going sucky but what else is new.

Ta ta need more sleep.