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[arachne8x]

inside me a core of pain
threatens to draw tears down my cheeks
tugging at me
i feel there is risk of implosion
all i want to do is
crawl inside of myself and hide
all i want to feel is numb
and the empty dreamless dark
of deep sleep
sun brings no cheer
and i feel so cold
drawing the covers over me
world held at bay
i can collapse into
the pain which in its own way
is a relief