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[arachne8x]

You've got to smile more
he would say
I never see you smile.
His attention reminded me each day
that someone noticed me

I came here excited and scared
and he was there to greet me..
to help in any way he could
always patient.. willing to rewrap blinds
a million times
in the end though the thing he seemed to care the most about
was whether i smiled or not

Sometimes someone's involvement in your life
is so constant and subtle that you hardly notice
from day to day
That's what Jesse was to me
A constant gentle reminder that
our time herre is not supposed to be painful
that we are human beings and deserve joy
that someone notices me and cares about me
and I will miss him