eyes and stuff
Aug. 28th, 2002 11:03 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
arachne8xSo my flectinial keratoconjunctivitis has cleared up. The Doc was so impressed he took pictures last friday. He is going to use them for teaching. I think its kinda cool.
I am now having fun waiting to get the update on the code that needed to be adjusted and that I can't get to work so that I can redo my thesis. Exciting isn't it.
I need everyone to help me remember to ice my leg. I want to be back at the gym asap. This not working out thing is killing me. A friend tried to rub my shoulders last night and I flinched at the lightest touch. There is obviously lots of aggression stored there and probably also the fact that I haven't been working out those muscles but I have been carrying heavy bags. So now I am using my backpack again... distributes the weight better.
I am wondering if I should pay for a professional massage to work out my shoulders. I could skip waxing for the month. I just get worried when my shoulders are this bad... I wonder if it has to do with this recent thesis shit. I still feel really calm about it. That worries me. I know the last few sentences sound silly but its true. I am used to stress. Why am I not stressed about this when any reasonable person would be?
Have I given up? Am I in shock? Have I finally cracked?
Maybe I can talk the physical therapists into helping me out tomorrow. I hope I get estim, I know I get ultrasound yay!!!
I guess the main thing is that I miss the time in the gym because it gave me something fun to do. It gave me something to work for. It gave me a way to get out my agression. Now I can't run, I can't go and hit things. I just sit around and stew. I wish I had some drums. I have never learned how but I think I would be good at it and that it would be good for me. Maybe I can get my keyboard set up this weekend. Not really stress relief but something I should do.
I am now having fun waiting to get the update on the code that needed to be adjusted and that I can't get to work so that I can redo my thesis. Exciting isn't it.
I need everyone to help me remember to ice my leg. I want to be back at the gym asap. This not working out thing is killing me. A friend tried to rub my shoulders last night and I flinched at the lightest touch. There is obviously lots of aggression stored there and probably also the fact that I haven't been working out those muscles but I have been carrying heavy bags. So now I am using my backpack again... distributes the weight better.
I am wondering if I should pay for a professional massage to work out my shoulders. I could skip waxing for the month. I just get worried when my shoulders are this bad... I wonder if it has to do with this recent thesis shit. I still feel really calm about it. That worries me. I know the last few sentences sound silly but its true. I am used to stress. Why am I not stressed about this when any reasonable person would be?
Have I given up? Am I in shock? Have I finally cracked?
Maybe I can talk the physical therapists into helping me out tomorrow. I hope I get estim, I know I get ultrasound yay!!!
I guess the main thing is that I miss the time in the gym because it gave me something fun to do. It gave me something to work for. It gave me a way to get out my agression. Now I can't run, I can't go and hit things. I just sit around and stew. I wish I had some drums. I have never learned how but I think I would be good at it and that it would be good for me. Maybe I can get my keyboard set up this weekend. Not really stress relief but something I should do.
