arachne8x | Insomnia as usual....`

Things are worse again. The pills really aren't doing the trick like they used to. Now I don't know what to do. I still think I should look into some type of sleep therapy but I don't have the time. And making an appt with my doc is not a great solution because it will take forever before I can see her. I hope maybe this weekend will improve thing in that regard. Sigh. It really sucked though especially since I had to get up for physical therapy this morning.

PT was such hard work today. I am such a wimp now and I don't know how I will ever get back in shape. That is what I hate most about being injured... how long it takes to get back to where you were. The first few classes after they let me start going to the gym again will be killer... I just know it. And this is not just me being defeatist... its a fact of life. You get injured you are going to lose something.

I really think the past few months would have gone better if I- had been able to box. I've really needed that stress relief.

So I am looking forward to this game I am going to this weekend. Its a Cthulu Live game and I have three chars to play.