Lousy Day

[arachne8x]

<lj-cut text="Shopping trip from hell>Yesterday was kinda lousy and today promises to be worse. Let me bitch for a moment: Yesterday the plan of the day was shopping. Specifically swimsuit shopping. I wanted to convince myself that buying a swimsuit from Victoria's Secret was really my only good option. But apparently no one in Boston carries swimsuits this time of year. I wasn't expecting huge selection. Just a suit or two. What I got was nothing. City Sports had one sport bikini that looked like ass on me. What a shocker. So ultimately that was really frustrating... wandering all over the city looking for something I couldn't find. Why is it that no one else goes to Cancun in the winter? And where do the ones that do shop for swimsuits? Not that I don't have one. I do. Its just, well, the kind of thing that a nun could wear without worrying about immodesty. So the main thing is that the shopping trip was only fun because my friend is fun. But it was still disappointing. Am I the only girl who gets depressed when something like this goes wrong? I got home and was really exhausted but afraid that if I slept away the afternoon that I wouldn't sleep during the night. I took a half-hour nap and waited for my SO to get home. Here starts the good part of my day. So we hung with some friends which was fun, then went to dinner. I was bitching during dinner because the pants I was wearing were too tight. I had hoped that they would stretch while I wore them. In theory, great idea, in practice? Sucky. So I wore them. They were too tight. My SO suggested that I buy some new ones since these had obviously been shrunk so much they would never recover. So we did. Went home etc. Neither of us slept well. This morning we both wake up feeling like ass. I put my new pants on... they don't fit. They are the same cut, size, and brand that fits me but this particular pair doesnt. Hell I am wearing a pair of these jeans now... but the new pair didn't even zip up. So this frustrated me because I know that I have gained weight. I am definately bigger. But what am I supposed to do? I already work out 6 hours a week. So I am supposed to add swimming somehow to this to lose weight? And why is it that the rest of my pants are only a little snugger instead of not fitting. The thing that is the most frustrating though is that now I don't have a pair of new jeans. I have to go back to the mall and return them. Are they a fluke. Would another pair in the same size fit me? Do I want to find out or will it just depress me more? So then after fuming I try to rush so we can get out the door. Then I can't find my shoes. I could find other shoes but not the ones from yesterday. Which I need because they have my orthodics in them. So I spent awhile looking for them. My SO asked me why I didn't get a spare pair... because they cost $300. I finally found them. Now I am at school. I am starting to think that this is going to be one of those days when I wish I had stayed in bed.</lj-cut>